So killing, oh Mandy

Happy birthday to myself :) i had KIDS-MGMT(SOULWAX REMIX) playing on my itunes since 2hours ago. That song makes me happy. So emo nemos should all listen to that song maybe you guys will feel happier too :)

I’m 1 year older. 19 according to derek the last 1 and yes it’s time i start to behave like my age, time to stop saying ok to everything. Time to have my own mindcept, time to have goals. But seriously fuck all the above i said because i know i can’t do them. Goals? let’s talk about them after i graduate. For now i just want to enjoy the LAST 1 :)

I have no idea why i don’t feel excited at all when today is my actual birthday. I feel more excited about Saturday. Please god make it a good one for once a good one let me start the day well and end the day well and i hope all my friends are able to make it there. My birthday present for myself this year? A diamond tattoo on my back, cousin Angie’s part of this birthday present too. Thanks so much cousin i’m loving it like how i’m loving you HAHA.

And these few nights have been hell for me because i kept coughing and it pnly happens at night all these short of breath and coughing. Lastly i thought J would at least wish me a happy birthday because i’m going to wish him happy birthday but umm i guess he’s not going to. And fuck you bastard give me my money back, how can someone speak to another person with such attitude when I actually helped you how could you? seriously bastard to the max.

and to whoever who see this post. Any of my other cousin, please do not tell your mum dad or anyone about this because my mum and dad does not know about it and i don’t want them to suffer from a heart attack. thanks much love <3

I’m gonna make KIDS my ring tone HAHA

shag shag shag shag shag shag. Currently at work. 3 and a half more hours to go. I have yet gotten my birthday dress which i should really get by tomorrow latest! And i’ve promised myself not to skip school next week at all yes at all. Because i have skipping way too many lessons be it full or halfway. This week is birthday week so no mood for lessons la HAHA. next week next week.

R.I.P uncle. Do look after Jessica, auntie Serene and Anita in heaven :) jessy baby stay strong. You’re the strongest girl i ever met so you have to continue to stay strong anything i’m just a call and a block away :)

my happy pills came over on sunday, just chilling over at my house because we don’t want to fall asleep. And seriously when people are lack of sleep they do silly things. I have 3 duper whooper silly video. Happy feet emo fag and bollywood dance HAHA. And please Angela the walking nightmare god seriously need to help her/him/it? i don’t know but whichever of the above HAHA. We took lots of photos silly photos had lots of laughter. Had an awesome 24hrs, late night chats over cigs and lemon tea with jessy and gene than after that crazy session over at my house after derek came over, prata for breakfast. and i concuss straight away after i bathe with them leaving a note on my latop saying “dear friend we go home first :)” awww so cute luh! and now i can’t wait for saturday. I’m turning 19 in 2 days time

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i only used 10mins to finish up this post. surprisingly the internet connection today is pretty fast over here at far east! and on saturday i can see duper whooper cute *ahem HAHAHAH

boringz boringz boringz. i need to lose some weight i am getting fat fat fat. Have been eating too much junk and too much supper. Yes 2nd post of the day because i am way too bored and i realised i have super overdue pictures from last week still so yup here to post the pictures.

plus i kinda cool down. i just really hope i get my money back by tomorrow.

last saturday, POPTART’S anni over at Butter.

oh ya saw couise there and eve too! :)

the beatboxing performance was damn good.

meet bff and went zouk for the very first time lol. i want to faster knock off i’m getting damn tired here.

Look how time flies, J and I have broke up for a month already.

And i hope his friend return me my 100bucks soon. It’s been dragging for too long i want my money i need my money. If i know he’s gonna take this bloody long to return me my cash i wouldn’t have lent it to him.

Super hetic week on a bright side 4more days till i turn 19. 6 more days till my bird day bash. Whooper excited can’t wait!!

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i’m not your toy, this isn’t another girl meets boy. so addictive the song!!! and thanks to bff for sending me so many new songs because i’m getting bored of my songs.

i can’t believe it’s 10 more days till the birthday bash, 8 more days till i turn 19. That’s like 1 week and 1 day more HAHA. I’m gonna countdown alone this year but it doesn’t matter. Because 5th is gonna be a blast yes it’s gonna be i’m gonna make it a blast. Jessy baby if you happen to read this stay wrong i am here for you anytime of the day anytime, anywhere just holla me when you need me you know i’ll pick up your calls. <3

Went to school today learned nothing. Seriously school is getting more god damn bored besides thurs and friday lessons ok psychology lesson is not bad too beside i seriously hate chemistry can’t believe it’s a core module. fuck science course seriously. Alright i have tons of pictures so today are the pictures taken last friday. Some flame awards thingy was there in school (yes SCHOOL) with yan ru and ethel because marque is spinning so went to support. And seriously my school need more elektro kids instead of people who loves to only shake, touch and grind HAHA.

the crowd we loves to move move shake shake and drop HAHAH. they don’t even know warp how can WHOOP WHOOP LEHZ! lol

ok should i sleep or should i watch my shows before sleepy?